Mixed Emotions

I felt a lot of mixed emotions last week. I was happy, tired, exhausted, irritated, nervous, relieved, feverish and a little sad. I even felt a regret, that's been cause of my sleepless night last night. And for sure, a lot of sleepless nights for me in the next few days.
I just had a weakness in letting go. I felt happy and relieved during and after our PE presentation last Friday. Too bad it was the last Friday. The last meeting. The last class with my Baby Kee.*sigh!* But if it's the last one, I felt a little bit happy. After all, I found out that I have this flyer potential in me and plus, Baby Kee is in my team of lifters.
I could honestly say, that I have regretted some things. Things like, I was'nt able to talk or just even say hi to Baby Kee. But, maybe God has other plans, right? Maybe I'm not the one for him, or maybe his not the one for me. Maybe..... It's not yet the right time for us.
Still, a lot of questions ran in my mind. How I bbadly wanted to sing Baby Kee, "Im crazy for you". F***! I think I'm screwed! But, anyways, there will be lots of time again. Hope to see him again soon!!! And if I do, I swear to God, Im gonna say hi and try to get a talk from him. Can't get over it. Sh**!!!! And oh yeah, wish me luck because next week is my final exams. And today, I have to do a lot of papers.

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