John Wayne Sace!!!

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My ultimate crush!!! Look-a-like-of-Baby Kee!!!



  

To the fullest of the dreams in my dreamland!!! pheew!!!

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I got this from http://www.livewed.com/
Yah, just for fun!!! hahaha...



  

Just feel like writing or my heart would break...

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Ive watched some tribute to Eddie Guerrero. It really is a big loss. Watch the videos and testimonials of every superstar and diva who remembered him.
http://www.wwe.com/

click on superstars
click eddie guerrero and it will lead you to some videos...

Jim Ross remembers Eddie Guerrero

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Jim Ross remembers Eddie Guerrero
Nov. 15, 2005

Eddie Guerrero and I had a special relationship that came together over time. The catalyst was the challenges this wonderful human being faced in his daily life. I know our relationship was special because I can feel it so strongly in my heart at this very moment — and because Eddie told me so this morning in a dream.

I managed the talent roster for WWE when Eddie was hired at WWE. I had known him and his famous wrestling family for years prior to Eddie becoming a WWE Superstar. But it was after Eddie came to WWE that our relationship became diverse, involved, and, luckily for me, one of the most rewarding and valued relationships I have ever developed in this business. Unfortunately, this unique industry is not famous for people building long-term relationships with their peers that last a lifetime. That’s another story for another time.

I will never forget Eddie. I will never forget the face-to-face, spirited discussions we had over his demons. I will never forget the moment we finally reached common ground, with tears flowing and hugs abounding. We both knew we had turned the corner and now there was a fighting chance for this amazing wrestler to live out the balance of his life clean and sober. Eddie got the help he needed. He returned to us a better man, and he became an even bigger star. Eddie Guerrero is easily one of the 10 best in-ring talents I have seen in 33 years in this business. I was so proud of Eddie, and I told him so every single time I saw him from the day he returned to work until the last time I saw him at SummerSlam.

Eddie seemed a little tired at SummerSlam in August when I saw him at the MCI Arena in Washington, D.C. But when our eyes locked he immediately had an ear-to-ear grin on his face and we embraced like long lost brothers. I guess in a way we were brothers … of the wrestling business. I kidded him about stealing the show at SummerSlam and how that might not sit well with those that had to follow “Latino Heat.” He smiled that mischievous smile of his that we all grew to love because that was exactly what Eddie had on his mind. I wished him good luck and told him how excited I was to be able to sit and watch his match just like a regular fan. We hugged for a few moments but not nearly long enough — as I realized when the news of my friend’s death reached me early Sunday morning.

Eddie, I am sorry I could not be a part of your tribute on Monday Night RAW. But you know my heart was there and you know that I will never forget you or what you have meant to me. You once told my wife that I saved your life. I don’t know about that, but I do know this: You definitely made my life better by me simply knowing you. Eddie, you constantly reminded me that “respect” is still the top priority for being a wrestler — even though it doesn’t always seem that way to everyone in this generation. I hope the young wrestlers in this business continue to look to you for inspiration and guidance. You were a wonderful inspiration to me and to so many others — not only as a wrestler but as a husband, father, brother and friend.

I want to smile as I remember you now because I am weary from crying. Goodbye “Uncle Eddie,” until we see each other again. —Jim Ross


---Hmm... I admit while I was reading this, I am teary-eyed...---

SBMA trip: RULES!!! ROCKS!!! to the FULLEST!!!

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I was actually planning not to go with my org members, because I'm kinda doubting if I'll ever enjoy it. Good thing, I did go or I'll miss half my life!!! Funny thing was, I woke up late, plus, I haven't packed the night before. My friends, Dayne, Rosel and Daphne were texting me to hurry up. I was panicking already. I was at the point of not coming, when, there was a voice inside me telling and convincing me that I have to go. And, heack, yeah, sure I did. I arrived late because I was slowly packing, trying the "pack lighlty" policy of mine since we only have to stay overnight. Ok, I was reprimanded by the school guards, because I was wearing a rubber slippers, actually its not really a slipper. It's one of its kind. Hehehe... So sad... I almost didn't enter the school, but of course, I said that I was going with the SBMA org and we have some outing. And I also said that I expect others are also wearing slippers like mine, after all it's a mountain resort we are going to, not a no-slipper-allowed place. Haha. So I made it. I entered the school. I was relieved. I was supposedly the first one to teach the kids, but I was late, so I was the last one. I taught them the prayers that we pray, since I haven't had my lesson plan prepared yet.
After the fun games, Rosel and I asked an SBMA officer if we could buy our eating utensils... Then we bought and went back to school. Then, Chel, Rosel, Emlyn, Pepay and I hang out by the two step-stairs outside the coliseum and got pictures again and again!!! Yey!!! Finally a schoolbus arrived and we sat down. Of course, I'll be sitting Rosel and Emlyn. We arrived at Buenos Aires Mountain Resort at 9PM. We first entered a room that was "meant" for us...---Leslie, Rosel, Daphne, Pepay, Dayne, Emlyn, Chel and me.--- But, due to some unfair circumstances, we were transferred to a bigger and hotter room. Dorm number 3. It was freaking hot. We were like sulking dogs already. But, as the activities took place, we soon forgot about it.
Our activities ended at around 2 in the morning, and soon we were allowed to swim. My friends were excited. The swimming fee was free and because there are no people in charge, we are allowed to use the improper swimsuit attire. Sadly, Emlyn, Dayne and I only had our feet on the pool. We stil enjoyed it though. Haha. We slept by 4am, and woke up at around quarter to 6. I estimated my sleep by 30minutes, since I couldn't really sleep. Our bed, (Rosel and I hare the same bed on top, since we are on a double-deck.) was giving Rosel and I the creeps. Because it moves with us. I mean, one move, it rocks like a rocking chair. So, Rosel and I really couldn't sleep well. We woke up early. And we grouped ourselves after some of us took a btah. We grouped on Chel's and Pepay's bed. Where, we joked around and had fun. Our roommates seem to enjoy our company. They even laugh at some of our pranks. Hehe... Then, we decided to stroll around. We ended up using the same place where we ate last night.
We danced, sang and even romp-modelled!!! Hahaha... It was fun! We slept at the bus. Before we came home, our team (the PINK team!) won the Scavenger Hunt!!! Nice teamwork!!!
By the way, CONGRATS to Giorgio Maglonso (MR. SBMA-First Runner up and Best in Talent -the Pink Team!), Fritz Bagatela (MR. SBMA!...), Rexylin Perez (MS. SBMA...) and to the PINK team! For winning the game!!! Yey!!!
And yeah, I am proud to say that our team, our nation, the PHILIPPINES!!! is now leading the medal tally in the 23rd SEA GAMES!!! Animo Pilipinas!!! Yey!!!

WWE Champion John Cena defeated Kurt Angle

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On a night where the odds were stacked against him, John Cena once again found a way to survive, defeating Kurt Angle to retain the WWE Championship.

Early in the match, Angle worked the WWE Champion’s ankle, setting up for his patented Ankle Lock. When Cena did finally gain the offensive, referee Daivari refused to count Cena’s pin attempts. When one exchange led to a standoff between champion and referee, Angle managed to get Cena in the Ankle Lock. Daivari kicked Cena away from the ropes, but the champ escaped. After a spinebuster to Angle, Cena slapped Daivari twice. Daivari was set to call for the bell, but Kurt Angle stopped him, as the title would not change hands on a disqualification. As Angle pleaded with Daivari, Cena nailed both men from behind, sending them crashing to the floor.

Angle regained control as a new referee came to the ring, but all hell soon broke loose. Cena made a comeback and hit the Five Knuckle Shuffle, but Angle stopped his attempt at an F-U by nailing the referee. Angle hit the Angle Slam as a third ref made his way out, but Cena kicked out at two. After missing a moonsault, Angle was set up for another F-U, but he grabbed the referee again to block it. Angle escaped, nailing the third ref with an uppercut, and attempted to revive Daivari.

As he was doing so, SmackDown referee Charles Robinson made his way down to officiate the match. Angle chased him away, thinking that Daivari was once again able to officiate. However, Cena nailed Daivari with a DDT and then laid down, playing possum to make Angle believe he was still hurt. As Angle entered the ring, Cena popped up, and finally hit the F-U on his third attempt. Robinson slid in the ring and counted the three, giving Cena the improbable victory.

---->>>Special Thanks to: http://www.wwe.com/<<<----

Unforgettable Moments...

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Yup. There are a lot of things that one could not forgot. It could be the memory of their first love, first kiss or first heartbreak. There are also moments like embarrassing moments. But... What Im going to tell you is two "scenes" from my unforgettable moments with Baby Kee. Hehehe... *blush*

Last Thursday, I woke up running late and cramming. Today is the big MICROBIO Long Quiz. I only studied a bit. Anyways, I was kinda nervous and mentally doing some re-running of things to memorize like Bacillus anthracis causes Anthrax, Chlamydia pneumonaie causes Pneumonia or Chylamydia trachoma causes Trachomatis (and the long list goes on and on...) While walking and memorizing these things... I suddenly looked up (my head was facing the floor by the way), I saw Baby Kee. And, for the first time, he nodded and smiled at me. I was shocked, but I smiled. I swear I could have flown!!! Sadly, I don't think my MICROBIO test did well. But, well, on the bright side... He smiled at me. I was stunned, but I am soooo happpyyy...!!! Yey!!!

Last Friday, Ebbie was absent. Angel, Rosel and I had our photos taken. We've been doing this since my Wednesday and have been printing it out. Dont cah worry guys, I will be sharing them to you as soon as I have them scanned. Daphne and Chel joined us in one photo. After that, we (Rosel, Angel and I)went to have another set of photos printed. Angel decided to buy a bananacue so she could eat while having our pics printed. We stopped at a vendor on the bridge. We saw Baby Kee again. He called to me saying, "Psst...!!!" and nodded then smiled.!!! Oh no!!! As in. To the fullest!!!! yEY!!!!! hehehe...

Nah! just feel like it...

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I got this from mhai (17 girl). While I visited her blog. I feel like doing this too.

***Three Names you go by:***

1)Anna

2)Marika

3)Mika

***Three screen names you've had:***

1)Mika_g54

2)Aikkah

3)PinkPhReaK

***Three Physial Things you like abot yourself:***

1)Eyes. (so mesmerizing.)

2)Eyebrows. (thin and unplucked.) Eyelashes. (long and beautiful)

3)Hair. (dyed. gorgeous.Screams Beach Babe. Wavy)

***Three Physical Things you don't like about yourself:***

1)Height. (Just that one!!!)

***Three Parts of Heritage:***

1)Filipino.

2)Spanish.

3)French with a Grecian blood.

***Three things that scare you:***

1)Death.

2)Cockroaches, Insects, Grasshoppers, Mices. (yuck!!!)

3)Ghosts.

***Three of your everyday essentials:***

1)Cellphone.

2)Kikay Kit.

3)Wallet.

***Three of your musical artists:***

1)HALE.

2)India Arie.

3)The Calling.

***Three of your favorite songs:***

1)The Day you Said Goodnight.

2)Purify Me.

3)Wherever you will go.

***Three things you want in a relationship:***

1)Honesty.

2)Sincerity.

3)Trust.

***Three lies and truths in no particular order:***

1)I love you. (Though deep inside, I dont.)

2)No hard feelings.(Deep inside, there is.)

3)Im not interested.(Though they are.)

***Three physical things of the opposite sex that appeals to you:***

1)Eyes. (mesmerizing.like baby kee.))

2)Lips.(red.kissable.like baby kee.)

3)Lean structure.(baby kee is in my mind.)

***Three of your favorite hobbies:***

1)writing.(my addiction!)

2)talking.(my passion!)

3)daydreaming.(baby kee.)

***Three things you want to do really badly now:***

1)Eat junk foods.(can't right now.)

2)Drink lots of Coke.(trying to control it because I dont wanna be acidic.)

3)Hang out with friends.(awww shucks! Im alone now.)

***Three careers you're considering/you've considered:***

1)actress. Acting next to my loveteam, John Wayne Sace.

2)writing in a magazine. (or maybe join pro wrestling and have cena as my tag team partner? haha...)

3)modeling. I wanted it right now.

***Three places you want to go on vacation:***

1)Hollywood.(star-gazing)

2)Bahamas.(surfing.and all other 7,000 options to do.)

3)Boracay.(nothing like the white sand and smiles of fellow Filipinos.)

***Three kids' names you like:***

1)Sophia Antonia Daniella

2)John Anthony Luis

3)Mikaela Alexandria Nicole

***Three things you want to do before you die:***

1)meet John Cena.

2)act in films.

3)pose for magazines and billboards.

***Three ways that you're stereotypically a boy:***

1)I can watch wrestling (WWE.) and basketball (UAAP, PBA.)

2)I want to try skydiving, bungee-jumping, skiing, surfing, racing, and even archery.

3)I can fight like a boy when there is a need to.

***Three ways that you're stereotypically a girl:***

1)boys.

2)shopping.

3)my behavior. (too girly!)

***Three Celeb Crushes:***

1)John Cena.

2)John Wayne Sace.

3)Orlando Bloom.

***Three People I'm tagging:***

1)anyone who's reading this.

2)John Cena. (hahaha...)

3)Ryan Guettler.

alrighty. Hahaha....

WWE Smackdown news...

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I was shocked and very saddened when this news came out.
Eddie Guerrero died.
Such a big loss...
He was one of the wrestlers I like.
So sad...
It was said in the news that he was found dead in his room in a hotel in Minneapolis.
So sad...
Anyways, I know what it feels like to lose a father (for his kids...), because Ii also lost mine.
So sad...
Cant continue this entry anymore...

A New Change...

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Except of the usual NSTP classes every Saturday mornings, Rosel and I are now going to school every other Saturday afternoons. Yup. Just like today, we went to school. But, we didn't have to be teached. Because,it's going to be us who will teach. Hehehe. Yup. We both joineed the school organization called SBMA. This organization reaches out to less-fortunate children in the form of catechism. Rosel was assigned to teach in the first years, while I was stuck with Kimmy and Chel in the grade two students. They were a little shy at first, well, same as I am. But then, I was warmer. And so were they. Ok, I was inspired to do my very best in my education--- the college life. I felt very blessed and lucky that my mom was able to send me to a good school. I think my new found inspiration will really help me in studying. Yey!! I told them the story of Cinderella in vernacular language, and to think that I'm not that good. By the way, I am their Religion teacher. Its really nice to see their eyes light up and say the words... "Ate Mika..." hehehe...

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On the way to school, I was paaing by Taste Station (the usual path!). I saw Baby Kee, he's back turned on me, wearing an orange t-shirt, jeans and slippers. I assumed he just finished eating his lunch. Ok... After teaching the students, we were called to a meeting. Anyways, I was already "lifeless" I badly need to eat. So after the meeting, we all went to Jollibee. After eating, I went home. We all did.
Hahaha...
Then, while I was on the red jeepney, I looked back... I saw Baby Kee... He looked at me and looked down. Then, I turned my back on him. While, the jeep slowly moves away... He was crossing the streets... In the middle, he looked back right at me!!! Hahaha... I was really really happy!!! yipppeeee!!!!!!

Im proud to say that...

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Heck yeah, I am proud to say that I really enjoyed going back to school and hanging out with my nff's (since nearly the end of 1st sem); Rosel, Ebbie and Angeline. Yup. I am happy with them. At the same time, I am happy and enjoying the company of my classmates. Well, Im also proud to say that, I know what my ex-friend is trying to think right now. She thinks I am not sober during these times, now that I am not with her. Well... To hell with her. So she thinks about that? Well, to hell with her. She has a lot of things to cope because almost all of my classmates hate her too. Well, except the dean-listers. Anyways, I dont have any problem with my classmates. I honestly and proudly say that I can cope with anyone as long as it's not her. Haha. Yah, I am telling the truth... She's not the only person who will bring me down. Haha. No one can bring me down as long as I believe in myself, and I do. Hehe... Anyways, moving on...

I am so and totally proud to say that I am happy. Just plain happy. Im enjoying school, despite of the promises of the future (ie, exams and endless projects...etc...) because I know that this will be my last and few years in school. And then, Ill get the board, pass and get ready to work. Phew!!! Yah, wait I forgot to mention this: before I graduate I must speak to Baby Kee and tell him how I really feel. Damn! Can you tell me a lot of tips about how to approach him. Just that and start conversation? Please. I really need to.

My legs are killing me. Haha. Im serious. They have been through the worst pathways off to my new classrooms. Haha. But, I am happy to inform you, that I saw Baby Kee last Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday. He looked very cute in his green checkered polo. Hehe. How nice. Anyways, yesterday was kinda freaky fun. Pun intended. I swear! Hehe. Rosel and I had an interview. We both applied as members and volunteers of SBMA. Well, I tell you what. Personally, we both signed up as member and volunteers because we dont want to see the face of our NSTP teacher anymore. To hell with her! Haha. I was kinda shy at first, but then, I felt confident. Haha. I answered the questions honestly and that's it! Hehe. Anyways, after our English class, Rosel asked Ebbie and I to accompany her to the bookstore so she could buy the manulas needed for our classes. So we went with her. Just for fun, Ebbie and I went to hide and were admiring some things, when I saw White (you know...)... I was reallyl shocked, so I told Ebbie. We bnoth stood up and alerted Rosel. We followed him. And there's only one word to describe him as he walks.: Enchanting fast-walker. And hot. Period. He also makes my day. But nothing so whatever compared to Baby Kee. Hahaha.

We still have the same PE teacher. Sadly, we don't have Baby Kee in our class anymore. Sad. *sigh!* Gotta go!

Back to school again!!!

I am so excited last Sunday, because the next day would be Monday. And it means, a lot to me. Here's why:

a)The fact that Ill be in school again! For the 2nd semester.
b)The fact that I have now sufficient funds (allowance!!!) to buy things.
c)Being with my friends again.
d)Hanging out anywhere, killing time and waiting for our next classes.
e)Seeing my crush, though we are not classmates anymore. But, we do meet unexpectedly in the hallways. Fun!!!
f)No more late dismissals.
g)Last Monday, November 7, 2005 was Enchi's birthday!!! Im so happy for her.

On the other side, there are things I hate when I'm at school. Here's why:

a)MWF (Mon.-Wed.-Fri.) I have to wake up very early to avoid being late for my 7:30 classes.
b)Thing is, Im not used to getting up early. I think I got used waking up late during the sembreak.
c)Having to answer a lot of difficult tests... If I don't study, that is.
d)Bringing a lot of manuals. Sigh!
e)Trying to amuse myself, so that I won't be able to sleep during my afternoon classes.
f)The late lunchbreaks during MWF/TTH. Oh Ghad! This is awful!

But then, it's ok. After all, Im in school and Im proud to be. Ei guys, please do pray for my mom... She will be taking the Nursing board exams this coming December.
Thank you!!! leave your comments, if you want to. Thank you!

Added to my long list of fave songs is...

The song called IF YOU WERE MINE by MARCOS HERNANDEZ

[Chorus:]
If you were mine,
I be your your everything and you be the only thing that I would ever need
If you were mine,
I would tell everyone that you are the only one that I could ever want

Ohhh Yeaaa
Everything I dreamed about
Everything that I talked about
One thing I can't live without
I wanna get closer to you
Can't stand being far away
Knowing that you don't feel the same way
Questioning bring tears to your eyes

[Chorus:]
If you were mine,
I be your your everything and you be the
only thing that I would ever need
If you were mine,
I would tell everyone that you are the only
one that I could ever want

Ohhh Yeaaa
All words I sing about
All that is that I write about
Only thing I wanna hear about
So that I can get closer to you
I know that there is someone else, but he's only thinking of himself
Doesn't make any sense for you being lonely

[Chorus:]
If you were mine,
I be your your everything and you be the
only thing that I would ever need
If you were mine,
I would tell everyone that you are the only
one that I could ever want

Ohhh Yeaaa
Let me be the one to share your hopes and dream
You'll never be alone again, cuz' I will hold you in this day
Please don't be afraid to let your brokenheart guide you
Into these open arms that long to surround you, baby!!

[Chorus:]
If you were mine,
I be your your everything and you be the
only thing that I would ever need
If you were mine,
I would tell everyone that you are the only
one that I could ever want

[Repeat Chorus:]


Song goes out to my Baby Kee...

Looks like the sky will fall...

Yeah, feels like it. Looks like the sky will fall among me and my friends wayback highschool. And to think, we haven't really fought about something. Or I guess it's not really a "fight". Ok, Ill call it a slight grudge. Ok, guys, I won't clean wash my hands. I will have to admit somethings here. I admit, there are outings and gimmicks I haven't went to. I think almost all. Because I am not that allowed to got out now.
I hope they will understand. Because there's no where in this world I'd rather be, if only I were not given a choice between my family and friends. Ill be with them, if I don't have obligations with my family. As you all know, and as they all know, I dont have a father anymore and that, being the eldest child, I am expected to follow a lot of orders from my mOm.
Guys,if you're reading this, hope you understand.

Random Thoughts in my Mind

There are certain and random thoughts that flood my mind, making me a non-sober person.

1) If I was given a chance to be in a person's body, who would it be? And why?
--->Ok, there are a lot of people in my mind. But since it only requires one, then I choose Paris Hilton. Why? Because she's got everything that's why girls love (really luuurrvvee) to hate! She gets anything she wants. Plus, it wouldn't hurt that she's rich enough.

2) What would you do, if you got the body of the person you wanted? And why?
--->Ok. Since Paris has lots and lots of money. Maybe I will travel. Hehehe... Ill Ill ask Nicky to help me. Together, we will send money to Africa. We will help unfortunate fellow people. Plus, I think I'll talk to Nicole. hehehe...

3) If you were a magical creature what would it be and why?
--->I'd be a fairy. I'll grant every wishes for a good cause. Easy, huh?

Hahaha

Im having trouble!!! Help...

Its really annoying!!!

The sky is falling, that's why.
I am not in the mood to try and post the details here, but once I have, I swear I'm going to tell you!!!

Here I am again...

"I am grateful to HIM, who has given me another year to live and to love..."

Yup, I am so grateful because despite of what I had done the past seconds, minutes, hours, days, nights, weeks, months, and pheww! years... He had given me another year to live and love. Hehehe... Yesterday, November 2, was my birthday. It was 12 midnight and my phone won't stop ringing because a lot of my beloved friends and classmates wanted to be the first one to greet me. Too bad, because I received their messages almost at the same time. Anyways, I am so happy because they really make me feel special because of their simple efforts through text. My other friends also sent me a message in my Friendster account. Thank you guys!!!ü My mom gave me money. I decided to hit the mall and buy a bag. My initial plan was to save some of the money, but due to my personality (INSATIABLE!) I wasnt able to. Well, at least, I treated my sister for a snack. Does that very rare gesture enough to get me through heaven? Hehehe... Just kidding. Anyways, we visited my dad's grave. Geezz!!! This was my first birthday without my dad. Hmmm... So sad.... But Im still happy to be able to reach this age of 17. Hehehe...

Anyways, I felt a little disappointed because my special friend, forgot my brithday. But anyways, I still love him despite of that. (Nope, it's definitely and totally not you, G*****.) Hehehe... Ok, I forgive you, Mr. Jerk, but Im not going to be yours again. Because after all, you weren't mine. Get it? Hahaha... I told you before not to mess with me. Are you that chicken? I bet you are afraid that my world will mess with you too. I bet I am haunting you rdreams and your world. I guess you realized that you love me, now that I am gone? Is it nice to suffer what I had suffered? So sad but true. Accept the fact that, I have moved on. Bye!!! Take Care! Oh, Im sure you'll meet someone who can make you happy.

Thanks for reading my blog!!! Love yah, guyz!!! Stay gorgeous! Take Care and God Bless!

(I love this time!!!)