Thanks

Thanks to all of you who gave me comments/critters. Hehehe... I had such fun reading your critters. Hope you could give me more. I just hope that my tagboards would work na. Anyways, Thanks din sa tao na nagkalat ng number ko. Feels so rejuvenating. I swear if I foud out who you are, Im gonna kick your butt.
Hahaha!!!
Three days to go and it's my birthday!!!

I found it at last..

Yey!!! Now, I have found the cutest blog template I could ever find. And it's all found in: http://www.createblog.com/
And I have updated my friendster profile... Wanna see? Just add me up: aikkahthunder81@yahoo.com
Anyways, I was taking a test on tickle.com and the test's name is called Who's your celeb teen match?
and my match is no other than... JOSH HARTTNETT!! oh my ghad!!!
Yey!!
I love butterflies!!!

I swear I was just browsing..

Yup. I swear I was just browsing when I opened my email and found another newsletter from Teenpeople. I saw a lot of pictures. Pictures of the hot Prince William (who decided to join the UK army.), then David Beckham. I think Im going to upload another set of pictures of mine. Wahaha... I think so. Anyways, I have been crazily thinking about my Baby Kee. Oh, can you people give me ideas where to get cute and nice blogskins? Because I have been browsing again and again.
Anyways, I think this is all for now. Iswear Im going to blog if clear ideas would come to my mind while I browsed the net for more of fun skins. Mwahhh... Stay gorgeous people!

Pictures bonanza

Just wanna share my photos with mah friends. Well, we were really not complete in this pics, but still...

  


Composed of: (l-r standing) Me, Karen, Tracy
(l-r sitting) Quenie, Nica

Next time, I will post another picture... hehehe...

A LaSallian's Call...

For many days, we have been hearing news that LaSalle is willing to return the trophies it has won from the past seasons because they have discovered that there is one player who played for a few seasons taht is not supposed to play. Then, rumors came out that it was Mark Benitez. I did not believe it at first. The news also said that one of the players were actually rookies since 2003. I jumped out and read a magazine article and found out that the only rookies last 2003 were: Ryan Araña, JV Casio, and Mark Benitez. My mind was wondering who.
And I think it was several days ago, when news came out again regarding this issue. Results show that it was actually two players. Hmmm... heart pounding, I guess...
Then, again, news came out and... the two players were named...
They were no other than, Mark Benitez and Allan Gatchalian. They failed the PEP test (a test that will allow you to enter college even without a highschool diploma.) however, they faked some documents so that they could enter LaSalle and play for the team. And as a result, both men will not be allowed to play for the team and will also not be allowed to study once again in LaSalle.
A question was running in my mind, Since LaSalle offered to return the trophies back, will that include the trophy they won last season 67?
Reaction: I guess, its a little heart-breaking, but well, one of LaSalle's motto is... "Honesty and Integrity in our hearts..." well, I think they should return and then, save the dignity. They will surely be known for the honesty, even if it means, losing trophy. After all, we will all be judged through our reputation too... So, returning these trophies will show honesty. *sniff!*
Hahaha...

Im back and ready for more of....

Yup, guys... Believe it or not! I'm so back and ready to bitch out for more juicy details from my joureny called LIFE. Im back and definitely ready to rant, rave and bitch out at this very moment. The past few days I have been staying in my house and I find it boring, sad and at the same time, rejuvenating... I just logged on in my email and saw a newsletter from TEENMUSIC.COM and I think I should share it with you. Just click this: http://www.teenmusic.com/d.asp?r=109489

This contains another news/rumor from my fashion icon, Paris Hilton. Anyways, moving on... I feel like a little too sentimental, I guess because of the weather. My birthday is coming right up, and I tell you, Im not excited. Hahaha!

Anyways, did yah people see my pic? Hahaha... Just like to know. I think I feel a little tooo lazy to blog. But, I think I shall be working on some links for you guys!

Im so excited!!!

IM SO EXCITED!!!

Today, I have been officially enrolled for the second semester of the schoolyear 2005-2006! Yey!!! Yup! I enrolled myself. Unlike last sem, my mother accompanied me. Right now, I did it myself! Of course with Helen, Riza and Josefa. Then, they left. They said that they'll be finishing it this afternoon. How I finished it? Well, I did try my best to finsih it, despite the 8:00-11:30am only. Dont get me wrong, I started 9:00am, and ended up having lunch with Enchi! Yup! We both did try our best to finish it. Hehehe... Thanks Ench! I showed Enchi who are Dutch and the cute guy in white shirt (bumpcar! Ebbie, Rosel and I dig!). Hehehe... Both were tired but looked cute! Hehehe... I saw the sign again!!! Hehehe... Ill elaborate it next time. But, enjoy my newly-downloaded music video, from:
http://www.music-code.com/

Music Code & Free Video Hosting by Music-Code.com

--->Song goes out to my one and only Baby Kee...<---
--->Miss you, miss you, so much!!!<---

Dont cha- Pussycat Dolls feat. Busta Rhymes

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My fave song!!! Hehehe...

A Song for my Dad: Because of You- Kelly Clarkson

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray to far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to stay on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray to far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to stay on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to stay on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life
because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

Song for my Dad...

I chose to listen to music than hearing news... Can you blame me?

THE GORGEOUS BLOG

You might have read my stand from this blog. You might have read my other entry in my other blog. Right now, Im going to post anither entry that I find disturbing and ridiculous. Read on my stand and my views. These are my opinions and no on can ever stop me because I have the right to speak my mind, bitch my heart and be heard. Yes, I am a Filipino. Im 16 soon to be 17. I am a college freshie. Yup. I am.

***KIT TATAD or AQUILINO PIMENTEL***:
Nope. They're not running for presidency. Their both good leaders and good citizens of our country. They both wanted PGMA to resign. I didn't really hear what Kit Tatad wants. But, I like Aquilino Pimentel's solution. That is, after GMA resigns from position, our country will have another election. With or without an opposing candidate from the opposition. I like it. Hehehe...

***NON-STOP RALLY***:
Can you blame them if they wanted to be heard? Nope. But, these rallies can be a big disturbance to everyone. Students who are on their way to school are late because the rally is causing a big commotion to the much-trafficked areas in Manila. I think they should schedule it on weekends, where students don't have class. Yah see, students pay to get educated and they have the right to go to school without being late. Right??? Hehehe...

So, can you blame me if I preferred listening to music than hearing news? This may sound ridiculous but, I have to say this. I preferred music because it connects to me. News connects to me, but news gives me headaches. Like these news. They're driving me nuts!!!

This day...

THE GORGEOUS BLOG

This day is THE BOMB!

I loved this day. Hehehe... Took my last exams, did well I guess. Rode the bumpcars again. Had fun with my friends. Saw the cutie in whites. Hehehe... Yup, I saw Hershey in white shirt at the gate1 in our school. I also saw another cutie in white at the mall. Ebbie, Rosel and I totally dig him. Hahaha....
Believe it or not, we went sing along! Hahaha... Loves it!!!
I miss my Baby Kee. This week has been another Baby Kee-less and Shard-less.
F***!

Hear my stand... My very stand...

I usually keep things like these in my mind and to myself, but I can't take it anymore. I guess, since I am so fed up with dumb and stupid news (that alarms everyone!) like the infamous Gloria-gate scandal, martial law and coup attempts. Come on, give us a break! It really pains and saddens me everytime I read or hear by a mere cahnce what Ninoy Aquino said that the "FILIPINOS ARE WORTH DYING FOR"... But, come to think of it, are we still worth dying for? I mean, look at the events that are happening in our country. It pains me. Ok, I admit, Im only 16 years of age, and a college freshman. But since we live in a democratic country, where everyone is free to speak their minds.... I guess, Im free to speak and voice out my opinions too.
I personally think, that some or maybe all political leaders are blinded by power and abuse. Why? Well, it's almost a lot of months when the COMELEC declared PGMA as the President of our country, and yet, now, come June 2005, a person came out and accusing PGMA of being a cheater. C'mon, why didn't they did it even before PGMA was declared? Are they blinded? Or perhaps, afraid? Have we forgotten that we are fortunate enough to be in a country who allows and permits its citizens to vote? Where do those votes go? Instead of voting for the right people, we tend to vote people who are of historical political clans. Wevoted some wrong persons who promised us progress and success. But come to think of it, what happened to us?
Unemployment, corruption, crimes, poverty, hunger, even the lack of good and quality education and nonstop oil price hike... Is this what we want? Do we want our future leaders, the young generation right now, to suffer?
Some of us, may swear and curse people who are in to the Nursing fad careers now. But did we think this would happen if we voted the right person? Can you blame the people who take up and Nursing and decide to work abroad? All we wanted was a progress in our life, but when will we have it? After 48 years? Huh. That's too long. Come to think of this, the South Koreans once admire us. They once look up unto us, way back when theier country was poor. What did they do? Well, simple...
a)they set aside their personal ambitions... (uhmm... power...)
b)they worked hard
c)they stopped depending on other countries
d)they LOVED and HELPED each other.

So when are we going to set aside our personal ambitions? When will we stop depending on other countries? When will we love and help each other? I personally think, our country is going down. What we need is an immediate action. Starting from the impeachment, voting new and righteous leaders, and working harder and even hardest so as to experience what the people in South Korea are now.
If we wanted to, we can. Again, this is my stand:

GLORIA, RESIGN OR SEE YOUR FELLOW FILIPINOS SUFFER

Filipinos, now is the right time to solve our social and political problems!!!

coz if we dont...

WHEN?

WHO?

Hell week and a little heaven...

Who would have thought that you'd experience heaven when it's hell week for you actually... But, I did. Yep. When I say hell week, it means EXAMS week. And it's not just an ordinary exams. It's FINALS. Oh my God. Anyways, I was actually dreaming of being exempted from my MATH and CHEM exams, but it seems that it's only a dream. Hahaha... Don't bite me, I dont exactly hate MATH and CHEM, it's just that Im not that goodin those subjects. Anyways, I still enjoyed. Wahahaha...
But, before I fill yah in with what happened to me, Id like to thank the SPYWARE for being so friendly today. Fuck! Do you really believe I'd thank them? Hahaha... So funny. Not! I wont. It's really annoying me so much that I'd like to sue them...
Hehehe...
I really don't like what happened to me last Wednesday, though to be honest with yah, I was like really feeling gorgeous! With my white top and pink peasant skirt. But, then, strange as it seems, Im hating that day. Why? People who are not supposed to be seen, keep popping around the campus. Ninja, was like that. I saw him by the HQ annex. And I totally dont like it, coz Im over him!!! Fuck.
I also happen to witness a very bad accident. I saw how the truck hit the Rainbow bus. Its really disturbing. So much, that I couldn't study for my Bio and Filipino exams, but I did manage to shove it off my mind.

I gotta go and I gotta study for my NSTP exams.DAMN!

MIKA just BLOGGED.

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*sigh*

Yap, I totally like him...

How I wish I could tell you

Message: it so nice...
Message: Message: Message: Message: There
was a boy
who I liked.
He
liked
me too,
well
that's what I was told...but one day I was
walking
to
class and I heard someone call my name when
I
turned around he was there...

"Wait up!" he called.

I waited for a few seconds and let him catch up
then once he did I started walking again.

"You need something?" I asked
"Yea... a favor." he said.
"Sure what is it?" I asked.
"Go out with me." he said with a gleam in his
eyes.
"ok... sure."I said secretly jumping with joy in
my
mind.

He walked me to class and kissed me good
bye...then the late bell rang and he sprung
down
the hall to get to class. He walked me to class
every day and Kissed me every day and he
was
with me every chance he got. Then days turned
into weeks and weeks turned into months and
months turned into a year and he still ran to
catch
up with me. It was the day of our one year
anniversary and he walked me to class gave
me a
box and a kiss...then he whispered into my ear
..."I
love you." then he left. I opened the gift and it
was
a ring...a gorgeous ring. That night we were
out at
dinner to celebrate and all he surprised
me...AGAIN...

"You know how I said that I loved you?"he
asked
"yea?" I got really nervous....
"I really do you know I love you."

I didn't say anything and I knew he wanted me
to
say it but I didn't want to seem stupid so I
stuffed
food in my mouth and he didn't say anything
but I
could tell he was disapointed. We got done
eating
and he was driving me home at the red light he
turned and looked at me...

"Why won't you say you love me? don't you
love
me like I love you?" he asked,

I didn't know what to say I loved him more
than I
could imagine but I just didn't know how or
when to
say it...

"I...I...lov...."

BOOM!!!!!!!!!! a semi had hit the driver side
and
rammed us right into a lake.The next day I was
in
the hospital and all I could think about was if
he
was ok...so I got out of my bed and searched
for
him...but when I found him he was barely
alive...seeing the one I loved near death made
me
drop to my knees and cry...

"I love you...I've loved you since the first day
we
met. I love you soooo much don't you leave me
please don't leave me I need you here...I LOVE
YOU!!!!"

With his very last breath he said...

"I love you too." then he was gone.

A week later I was able to go home but I
wasn't
ready to face school yet and my mom
understood.
I went up to my room and I found a note inside
the
ring box....


"I hope you like this ring. It was my grandma's
she
told me to give it to the one I love and well I
love
you. No matter what happens to me I will
always
love you. If I died today I want to die knowing
you
love me...I won't leave this earth without
knowing
you love me. You're always in my heart forever
until the day I die.

p.s. I love you now...I will love you forever."


REPOST THIS IF...

1.) YOU NEVER GOT THE CHANCE TO KNOW
IF THE ONE YOU LOVED...LOVED YOU TOO.

2.) IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE SOOO MUCH YOU
COULDN'T LIVE WITHOUT THEM.

3.) IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE, BUT CAN'T OR
COULDN'T TELL THEM

4.) IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE

5)IF YOU LIKE SOMEONE

---From the moment I read this from a bulltein board from Friendster, I was instantly struck. How I wish I could tell Baby Kee how I feel, coz I wanted to. It's just that, when I feel the right moment, he is nowhere to be seen. So sad, but true...---

Purify Me- India Arie
Its Like your baptising me with your love
ooooh yeeeah, yeeeaaah yeah...
[verse 1]
easy like sunday morning
like an angel calling
he's taking me all in
i'm embracing him with my skin
like a glimmer of light
like a vision of light
and he's so perfect that i couldn't picture him if I tried
[bridge]
see some may come
some may go
but I'll follow you where ever
your the perfect mate for my soul
and i know i, i loose control
i loose control, whenever im around you
yeah, cause you've given me
[chorus]
your hand
and thats more than enough
your glance
is like jumpin in the river of
Jordan
purify me baby and i'm taking
your hand
thats more than enough
your glance
is like jumping in the river of
Jordan
purify me baby
[verse 2]
It's like summertime always
like its sunny out all day
whenever you smile
sweeter than momma's homemade
I thought that every man was made the same way
but in a world of smoke and ashes, oh yeah,
boy you are milk and honey
[bridge 2]
see some may come
some may go
but fill me up with your love
you're the nourishment to my soul
and i know i, i loose control
whenever i'm around you
cause you've given me
[chorus] x2

LOVES IT!!!

Mixed Emotions

I felt a lot of mixed emotions last week. I was happy, tired, exhausted, irritated, nervous, relieved, feverish and a little sad. I even felt a regret, that's been cause of my sleepless night last night. And for sure, a lot of sleepless nights for me in the next few days.
I just had a weakness in letting go. I felt happy and relieved during and after our PE presentation last Friday. Too bad it was the last Friday. The last meeting. The last class with my Baby Kee.*sigh!* But if it's the last one, I felt a little bit happy. After all, I found out that I have this flyer potential in me and plus, Baby Kee is in my team of lifters.
I could honestly say, that I have regretted some things. Things like, I was'nt able to talk or just even say hi to Baby Kee. But, maybe God has other plans, right? Maybe I'm not the one for him, or maybe his not the one for me. Maybe..... It's not yet the right time for us.
Still, a lot of questions ran in my mind. How I bbadly wanted to sing Baby Kee, "Im crazy for you". F***! I think I'm screwed! But, anyways, there will be lots of time again. Hope to see him again soon!!! And if I do, I swear to God, Im gonna say hi and try to get a talk from him. Can't get over it. Sh**!!!! And oh yeah, wish me luck because next week is my final exams. And today, I have to do a lot of papers.

Comments????

Thanks for reading my blog!!!
Stay Gorgeous!!!! Smile!!!!

A Survey I got from Friendster

My name: Anna Marika Glaraga
Favorite places on earth: home, Paris, London, California, Bahamas, Hawaii
Food: sweets... food that I usually eat.
Music: a lot.
Favorite website: a lot.
Favorite radio station: Killerbee 106.3
Collections: magazines, angel figurines, accessories
Favorite color: pink, lavender, yellow, red, GREEN, white
My greatest wish: a lot. One? I wish Ill meet Jesus.
Hangouts: school, home, anywhere my feet takes me.
Hates: traffic, blackouts, wars
Books/magazines: Ive read a lot of books and magazines
Sports: wrestling? (haha! I dont wrestle!), basketball, billiards, badminton, bike stunts
TV program: The Simple Life, WWE shows
What's inside your bag?: comb, ballpen, wallet, cellphone, leave on, lip gloss
Things I wish I had: a car!!! yey!!!
I wish to learn… passing school without much studying.
My kind of guy: respectful, understanding, gentleman, someone like John Wayne Sace (hmm....if you know me, who? holla me!)
Movies: Fantastic Four
Favorite dessert: ice cream, cakes
Favorite computer game: Counterstrike!! yey!!
The beauty product I can't live without: lip gloss, soap, leave on, shampoo
First thing I do when I wake up: I smile!!!
Cologne: i endorse Johnson's baby cologne! yey!
How I keep myself fit: exercise? I guess because our rooms are usually walking and non-walking distances.
The one thing I'd bring with me when I'm stuck in an island: lots of papers and ballpens!
Bands: The Calling, Linkin Park, Simple Plan, Incubus
The worst day of my life was when... my dad passed away.
Favorite fruit: apple, orange, mango...
The person I wish I could meet: Paris Hilton? Nicole Richie? Maybe the DLSU green Archers...ü
One thing that reminds me of my childhood: barbie dolls!!! And yayas.
Superhero power I'd like to have: The powers of Storm, Rogue, Jean Grey, Nightcrawler and I forgot her name...
I cant live without… my loved ones!
Favorite cartoon character: Tweety Bird and Taz...
Hobbies: daydreaming, writing poems
I wish to live a day with… the US president as my father. I just want to experience living a first daughter's life.
Favorite vegetable: carrots, potatoes
Describe yourself in one word: unpredictable!!! (hmmm... fashionable?)
The food I wish I knew how to make: cake!!!
Favorite solo artist: Gwen Stefani
The person I wish I could be for one day: heiresses... Paris Hitlon or maybe Ivanka Trump
The field I want to excel in: math! math! math! yeah, and singing!
Given a paid vacation, I'd travel to: Europe, Cebu, Bohol, Boracay, Palawan, Singapore!
Typical routine when I get home: chika-chika!
Favorite snacks: a lot of junk foods
First movie watched: A lot... I forgot the title but its about Vampires...
My ideal pizza: pizza....
Best thing about being a girl: the perks of multitasking!
Given the chance, I'd to change my name to…: Mikaela or Alexandria
Favorite chocolate bar: none. I love all kinds of chocolates!
Negative traits: You wontr like me when Im angry!
Sports I wish to try: surfing!, bungee jumping, skydiving!, wakeboarding! bike stunts!
The yuckiest thing I ever saw: the internal organs of frogs! yuck!
I wish I could turn back the time when…: just this friday, so I could talk to my crush, Baby Kee... *sigh!*
Biggest addiction: a lot.
Favorite beverage: coke
Music video of all time: a lot.
Favorite spices: a lot.
Unforgettable trip: our trips in school, and thetime when my dad was still alive and strong!
The one song I would never sing: those that are in a foreign language.. i dont get it
Favorite school subject: PE, Chem... Maybe all... There are just reasons!
I wish I could eat all the…: chocolates
Last thing I do before going to sleep: pray first, then think of Baby Kee...
Favorite movie soundtrack: a walk to remember and 50 1st dates
If I had a million dollars, I wod spend it for…: putting up a business donateit to PETA and ONE.
The sickness I hate having: a fever
Favorite TV advertisement: the one that showed Japoy Lizardo!
The most surprising thing about me: I can be sentimental and serious too.
The instrument I wish I could play: the drums, and the piano!
Favorite candy: Ive got lots of fave candies!!
If I could be a witch for one day, I would…: cast a spell to create peace in the world and also turn the person i hate into an ant! (haha, so evil!)
The best thing about being in high school: living without facing the harsh realities of life
The pet that I want to have: a new puppy!!!
Favorite clothing prints: butterflies! flowers! and maybe "DONT HATE ME COZ IM BEAUTIFUL AND FAMOUS!" chos!
The time when music was at its best: I guess any kind of music is good...
The best gift I've ever received: a wonderful family
The language I'd like to learn: spanish, french!
Favorite nut: macadamia and hazelnut
Favorite sandwich spread: cheese and choicolate spread!
The world record I wanted to have: youngest person to have lots and lots of clothes, shoes and cars!
I thank God for…: my life and my family and friends
I wish I could have all the kinds of: jeans and chocolates and clothes and shoes!
Favorite ice cream flavor: double dutch!
Something I regretted buying: my spaghetti and backless tops! They're not allowed in school!
What's hidden under your bed?: nothing!
The most bizarre food I ever tasted: pass!
The job I wish to have: secret agent....like Alias!

I guess Im back again!!!

Hello peeps!!! Ive been really really as in super busy! I dont know if I could update my blogs everyday now. First of all, I am really busy. Here are the things I have been busy with:
a)Studying- I have to or else...
b)Practicing- Because I have to... and it counts.
c)Sleeping- I have to or my body will be stressful and maybe Ill look older if i dont.
d)Going to a prestigious university isn't for everyone. It's for lucky people and for fortunate ones. That's what I have been trying to say.

I want comments!!! C'mon people, here me out.
Here are the things I miss most:
1)Watching The SIMPLE LIFE.
2)Watching, swearing and yelling for WWE.
3)My other fave shows in cable.
4)Yah! I miss blogging.
5)Wearing my highschool uniform (and who would've thought?)
6)Being with my barkada (it sucks, I can't coz of my busy schedule)
7)SMART's promo: Unlimited Text
8)Talking on the phone with my bestfriend!
9)Swimming (believe it or not!)
10)Writing and receiving letters from my friends (Tajane and Bem, even though we live on one neighborhood only!)

The persons I miss the most:
1)My dad. - Absolutely the person I wanted to hug, kiss and joke around, if I could turn back time. You see, this coming 2nd of November will be my 17th birthday. And it sucks, coz I wont see him anymore.(In case, you are wondering where my dad is, (no he's not working abroad.) He is in heaven with God.)
2)My friends way back in Highschool. - Well, you know who you are.(In case I forgot someone!)
3)My friends way back childhood. - Myriad, Che, Apple, Tricia, Marshmallow.
4)My crazy cousins.
5)My crush- yey!!!
6)Seeing John Cena, Pierre Bouvier, Alex Band, Drew Fuller, Chester Bennington, Mike Shinoda.
7)I miss a lot of loved ones....

Bye gorgeous....
Take Care!
Comments please!!!

PS: Can someone please, please gimme the lyrics of ICY's Dream away. Oh please.

Gotta Go, Gotta Leave- Vivian Green

Loves this song. It goes out to the guy who broke my heart. Yah, the same guy I missed last 48 years. You know, the one whom I dedicated Tamia's Officially Missing You. Ok.

VIVIAN GREEN


"Gotta Go, Gotta Leave"

Couldn’t have given you more.
I tried to love you like you loved me.
Maybe for wrong reasons....maybe.
At first it was beautiful.
Every girl has a fairytale.
But then you wake up and see
it’s not all it’s cracked up to be.
It turned into screaming days and solo nights.
Just wasn’t right (yeah...)
I didn’t really wanna see you,
was happy when you were leaving yeah...
I liked how it felt when I was by myself.
And that’s the way I wanna be,
So please, don’t beg and plead,
Just let it be.
Just let it be...

[Chorus]

I gotta go. I gotta leave.
So please don’t make it hard for me.
I’ve gave enough, I’m tired of love,
I gotta let it go... [2x]

Couldn’t have given you more,
Gave you everything.
There wasn’t anything that you were denied (yeah).
But you should never give it all...
‘cause sometimes there’s nothing left
but bitterness and regret,
and it just ain’t worth it.

‘Cause then there’s the sudden change
Out of nowhere, it seems.
Never know I could be so mean,
But that’s just how far you pushed me (yeah).

You say it just isn’t fair
and you didn’t know.
You need to take responsibility for your own,
‘cause you’re grown.
And you known (yeah)

[Chorus]

I gotta go. I gotta leave.
So please don’t make it hard for me.
I’ve gave enough, I’m tired of love,
I gotta let it go... [2x]

Now I take the blame
for trying to stay and work it out.
Shoulda left before it got complicated,
Shoulda left when there was still some happiness.

Yes I take the blame
for having faith in the relationship.
I thought it made me complete,
but the truth is,
I’m complete without it.

Yeah-eah
(Gotta Let Go-ooo-ooo-oo)

[Chorus]

I gotta go. I gotta leave.
So please don’t make it hard for me.
I’ve gave enough, I’m tired of love,
I gotta let it go... [2x]


Id like to thnak everyone who gave me the strength to move on. Mwahhh!!!!
I like your comments. Hope you give me more. Mwaahhh!!!